“..The truth is worse

than anything I could bring myself to do to you.”

I’ve Got All This Ringing In My Ears And None On My Fingers

Man, why is it whenever I ignore you I feel like I’m blowing up all my chances? One by one? I guess it’s just stupid, I mean, you probably think that I don’t see you or something, but I do. I do. It’s just that, you know…I can’t bring myself to just go up to you and say something. What is wrong with me? Aarrgh. My friend said one sign that you like a person is that you’d always ignore or walk in the other direction from said person. Man. You seem to be doing that too. I suppose this means you either a.) like me or b.) do NOT like me. The latter sounds harsh. Really harsh. The only way to find out would be to ask you. But I really can’t bring myself to say it. I don’t mean to act like you don’t exist. That makes two of us.

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Looking forward to tomorrow & the weekend. Really. We have our English orals tomorrow, this should be easy. I mean, we speak English, come on. Since I’m finish mine at around 8, I have like about 4 hours till I go home. Just hanging around, chilling (: Like last week. Haha. We went over to Netland and just had fun, you know. Good times, good times.

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Still looking for job vacancies. Anyone?

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