Your whole life gets messed up, I swear. Cause I slept over at Rona’s house last Saturday (that was blast, honestly, I’m gonna blog about that soon when I get the time) and we did NOT sleep. Fun but not after a couple of days I tell you :S Just because of that I am now:

1. VERY sleepy 24/7; I do NOT wanna do anything if it doesn’t involve lying down, eyes shut, drool coming out and snoring (Okay so I don’t sleep like that, I just wanted to emphasize the point)

2. Trying to finish all my homework in the little time I spend NOT sleeping

3. Trying HARD, HARD, HARD as I can to get my life back in order (you have no idea)

And this was just because 4 close friends have left for Philippines/US:

4. TRYING TO GET OVER THE FACT THAT EVERYBODY LEAVES.

Sigh. Now don’t be expecting a blog anytime soon. Come back next week, hopefully everything’ll be NORMAL again. Wait-- my life has NEVER been normal. It’s always been BIZARRE and OUTRAGEOUS and-- and like WILD and CRAZY like a-- a Jackass episode! But not anything like this. Sophomore year is so #$!%$##@$%!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHH.

Everything goes WAY too fast, next thing you know, we’re graduating and trying to get into college and working and you know, doing all those grown up stuff. I DON’T WANNA GROW UP. Well, not yet at least. Sigh.

School has been nothing but HECTIC (it’s only Thursday, MAN) and I am TIRED and EXHAUSTED.

And we still have school tomorrow. ~!@#$%^&*@#$*&^%$.

Life is effed up screwy. But guess what.

I’ve got GOD.

Don’t think you can knock me down that easily. :PP

And quoting Paramore:

“..Tell me where our time went and if it was time well spent. Just don’t let me fall asleep feeling empty again.”

-Pressure

Labels: deep stuff, school, weekends